It’s strange, I am always reading, searching for new knowledge, discovering weird and wonderful things, but not really learning. I think this could be because there was never really any ‘purpose’ other than knowledge for knowledge’s sake.

But no, now I have purpose, now I have a goal, and I’m realising that reading is not quite the same as learning. But I will get into the swing of things soon, last night I put some background music on (we started with Hammock and went from there) and listened to the lecture videos and made notes – and it felt sooooo good.

I’m writing this to hang on to that feeling and remember it when I feel discouraged and tired.